aiks.
i don know why too.
but. jie say i`ve a attitude.
well, i get angry e-zily.
=`(
maybe due to moi moodless for these few days bah
haiiizzzzz.
so zZzZzzz!!!

i don understand how u feel!
u don wan to tell mi, how am i going to know.
u don feel like showing yet u shown!
u don wan mi, yet u still show till u wan
u hate da feeling but why u don wan to tell mi
u say u believe but WHY u don believe at all!
it`s so ming xian!!!
Wat DA?
just wanna tell euu, there`s onli u ! ! !


gosh! simply so moodless can?
DUh. >.<
i`ve try moi best
but
nth works.
NTH!!
u`re playing mi!
u`re so unfair.
tot everyone say tt u r fair?
but why??
WHY mi?
=`(
tot u r always watching mi from above?
but why ish moi life so lan =`(
i don understand.
izzit due to moi own negative tots?
or?
am i rite tt u`re unfair?
sua. =X


well. just ended moi day wit moi work.
lub da work. even though it is a bit. [dots]
aniway., leg is as usual. pain ><
mood, is a bit shakeyy.
when i`m working, i felt so happy.
felt so happy to smile n smile.
n forget bout everything.
but. once work ended,
i onli felt happy a while.
which is, i finalli get to sit down after 9 hr.
usually everyone would jump wit joy cos can go home le rite?
but i`m some how, different. =X
i don`t feel da joy.
feel more like in da hell . cos i would start to think n think non stop when i`m free.
all ur promises are gone.
all ur promises have turned to lies.
u`re a lier!
stupid euu!
same goes to mi.

arrgh.wat make mi most angry ish,
i work so hard yet kena @#%#$^%& by parents!
WAT DA?
...
they think tt i`m smsing in work de.
but i didnt!
i didnt even eat or drink! or walk in da storeroom.!
yet they like tt say mi
i was like. DUH? so sad!!
they don understand mi
noone does.
NOOONE.
working so hard yet none think so.
haiz.
am i tt bad?
=`(
i`ve no idea.


now, whose reading?
hands up .
[dots]
guess i`m sick again.
gtg.
head pain again.
same old mi signing off.-` *