Saturday, January 28, 2006
i don know.but i truely hab NO courage to tell u how i'm feeling.i know i'm sad down inside.butt. why.i don know.haishh.maybe i know(:well n maybe i don =(i'm happy. cos u made mi happy.yup; u really do.but i'm sad.i'm afraid.i'm everything tat u can find to describe a sad n hopless plus helpless girl.hope everything will go on well.i might not tell anione how i feels.but no matter wat i still hugs my blog to the max.cos. it's like. i can write like no body's business :)which is great.i suddenly find my life meaningless once again..o god. pls don let mi feel this way again.i don wanna break down like i once used to.i don wan.i don hope to end up in the way i keep thinking it will end up as.i wan frens.i wan love from family.i hab been crying in dark like shit nor!so wat if i act strong.yea. i agree. i'm acting strong.but. at least i manage to act hao [sometime nar]i don dare to tell u.i don dare to admit.i wish i could.sadded.by almost everything.does everything really comes wit reasons?ish lao tian fair?he loves all of us.is tat true?i always tell this to many ppl.but till now i still cant make up my mind for these ans.i wish for a better yr this yr.a better life this yr.i think i will still stick to wat mi n jas had promise to ourselves.cheer. tatas.
what is love?

:)DONEVER FOLLOW MI.9:36 AM;