Sunday, February 19, 2006
blogging in sch xDwell. got so fed up.i don know WHY!i sleep so early yst yet i wake up late.not just late, but also stomach pain.wtf is this.gosh -.-aniway. i don have a hp wit mi now.i cant access to too many webby cos this com is DAMN lag.soo.. tell here then.i'm not angry. i'm not running away from u.okie?don think too much.if i really running away from u, i wont be here xplaning (:i sms u just now b4 going to sch too. but too badi don think i got the chance to see ur reply.i cant get my mind to stop worrying.so all i got to do is BLOG out my worries.pls. don think too much ya?((:okie okie. let mi tok about yst!i hate it can?!i'm like. "O PLS FUCK OFF"n i wanted to SHOUT it out loud.i hate my dad.he's unreasonable.jie hated him too.but last time i still ask her to love him.wtf mann.though now i'm saying i hate him.but few more days, i'll continue saying i love him.so ironic of mi.but i simply cant stand it lor.yesh.! i cried yst.i didnt pick up any call too.till u called my house..tats why i say tat i don have the mood to talk.i'm real sorry.after dad say off my com ,i straight away OFF IT LOUDLY (making loud noises)then STORM into my room.i tot i wont hai dao anyone.but i did.jie's com was asked to turn off too.but she don care. HAHA.she continue using it.so i cry n cry n cry.for so damn long mann.after all nth can be changed by my tears rite?!so i went down from my bed to jie's com.n guess wat!i used her com with her permission ((:somemore , she still asked my n offered mi her com.so kind rite! thanks for ur com.so. i continue watching my anime.nice. but too bad i don think i can watch it anymore.haishh.theres MORE reasons to it.but i don think typing here have any effect on my worries n sadness.so just let it be.wat i'm worried is, don mistaken mi.i'm not running away.take care.DAD!i hate u.i love u too.wat to do.! why do u n mummy give birth to mi?WHY!i hate this world lor!if i could choose i raher not be in here.just take mi out of here.it doesnt concern mi.i don wanna be part of it.=`(do u know smth?!i miss mummy.i rather mum take over the family.return to the lives i used to have last time.dad.! pls. stop all these nonsenses.i'm HURTED deeply by ur action!u just take away my connection as and when u like.u just stop mi from going out as n when u like.u just off my com as n when u like.AND U JUST CANT STOP BOTHERING N MESSING UP MY LIFE.i know i'm BAD.REAL bad to say so. but tats what i felt.i tot u do all for ur own reasons.but i cant see any logic in them.at least tell mi why.O FUCK.damn it. bye!
what is love?
:)DONEVER FOLLOW MI.4:46 PM;
