felt better after crying.
but i don't know if my crying and shouting affects my neighbour.
so sorry.

well, thanks for the scolding too.
because, god won't give us the person we wan
but, god will give us the person we need.
being scolded = in order for us to learn the meaning of life.
being love = in order to know that there is ppl who care.
so, i think i might be in the wrong.
but.. not always bah. just like wat my jie said.
''never say out, i won't know''
but i don feel good saying out cos, mainly; i felt that they wont listen. -she agreed.-
they will think that it's all my own reasons and excuses. -she agreed too-
see. what i think was right!
but nevertheless, she still forced me to say out what had happen.
i tot she know how i feels. (heng she finally does)
but she say that she don't. because she already bi ye so long ler.
i'm just following her footstep.
thats why i tot she might know.
but she don't.
nvm. everything is fine now.
thanks to jie ((:
i'm sorry to quarrel with u.
hope u uds me now.

sometimes, things might work out the way we wan it to be.
but not always. rmb that.

hais~ finally someone in my family uds.
but i think she might forget soon. real soon.
cos we don't have the time to talk to each other.
she asked me out, i cant.
i asked her out, she can't...
see? tats why conflicts arise..
but it's partly cos we both were very gu yi and gu zhi.
we want our own way. thats why those confilcts started.
so sorry.

but only today then i realised, i'm so stressed up.
everything seem not right to me.
everything went wrong.
/e5

how to save it?..
:`(
please put urself in everyone's shoe and think.
this might be the best way to uds. to forgive and forget.
if ever a conflict is to arise, it's to teach us things that is important.
so.., just think over (: