i'm always the little peiwen, always the lazy peiwen, always the "everything ask u to do, dont wan do" de peiwen to u ALL RITE?!
please lor. FROM YOUNG U DIDNT GIVE US A LOT OF FREEDOM AT ALL LOR.
THIS CANNOT, THAT CANNOT.
EVERYTHING CANT.
I STUDY ALSO CANT?
PULL ME OUT FROM SCHOOL THEN.
IT'S A GOOD CHOICE.
U ALL CAN SAVE $ TOO.
I CAN DON NEED SO STRESS TOO.
WHENEVER I WANTED TO STUDY,
U ALL WILL TEND TO THINK THAT I'M LYING.
PLS LA.
I'M 16 LER. OKIE. 15+.
I UDS LER OKIE.
PLS LOR! I REALLY CANT TAHAN.
WHATS THIS.
GOING OUT TO STUDY,
NEED TO PLEASE U ALL TILL SO CHAM.
MY PHONE DE RINGTONE SO SOFT, PUT IN BAG HOW TO HEAR.
THAT STUPID PHONE, PUT ON TABLE I SURE LOST MA.
KNS LAR.
THINK LEH. THINK FOR ME.
EVERYTIME I WANNA STUDY,
U ALL DEMOTIVATE ME.
ISNT IT SO?!
I REALLY CANT STAND THESE STRESS COMING TO ME.
I GO OUT, U ALL SUSPECT.
WTH.
BEING SO PROTECTIVE AND YET U HURTED ME SO MUCH.
I KNOW U ALL CARE. BUT NOT IN THIS WAY LOR.
HURTING.
LAST TIME, NO CHALET(NOW.. A BIT)
THEN LAST TIME SLP ALSO GOT TIMING. EAT ALSO GOT TIMING.
NOW LEH, COMPUTER ALSO GOT TIMING.
DOING SCHOOL WORK ALSO THINK I PLAYING.
WTH.
FNN LEH! SCH WORK LEH!
O LEVEL LEH! WTH!!!! LAR!
INTERNET CONNECTION ALSO PUT TIMING.
GO OUT ALSO CANNOT.
SHOP A WHILE, SAY I SHOP VERY LONG.
TO BE FRANK, VERY EARLY LE LOR.
CANT U ALL JUST UDS.
CANT U ALL!!
GO OUT ONCE IN A WHILE, U ALL SURE SAY ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS.
WHERE GOT! I ALWAYS SAY I WANNA GO OUT. BUT IN THE END I KNOW U ALL DONT LIKE I HAI BU SHI STAY AT HOME.
I DIDNT GO OUT PPL SAY I PS/LYING
I GO OUT U ALL NOT HAPPY.
WTH LAR.
LIFE IS SO SUCKY.
AT SCH, PPL DEMOTIVATE ME.
AT HOME U ALL!
THIS WROLD IS KILLING ME MANN.
WTH U ALL WANTS.
I JUST DON UDS.
TAKE IT AS, I'M STUPID THEN.
I ALWAYS HAD GOT A HABIT TO ASK U ALL B4 DOING ANYTHING..
WANNA BUY THINGS WITH MY $ I WILL ALSO ASK..
U ALL SURE SAY "NO!"
THEN I SURE WONT BUY LER.
WITH MY OWN $ LEHH.. ALSO CANT.
SIMPLY THIS MEANING,.."EVERYTHING CANT".
DO U ALL KNOW HOW HURTING IT IS.?
DIDNT DO SMTH U ALL SCOLD LIKE SIAO.
SCOLD SCOLD.
I VERY STRESS LEH..
HOW WILL U ALL KNOW HOW I AM FEELING.
BOTTLING UP ALL THESE IS COS TELLING OTHERS ABOUT MY PARENTS FOR WAT!
IT CANT EVEN CHANGE ANYTHING..
HOW I WISH U CAN DONT WORK,
IT MIGHT BE BETTER..
SUCKY..
U JUST DON UDS ME.
I TOT WHEN I GROW OLDER LE, U ALL WONT CARE TOO MUCH.
BUT I AM WRONG HUH?
SO STRICT..
SEEING OTHER'S PARENTS HURTED ME..

sorry for all these. but i need someplace to say out.. i cant share it with my family members, cos 2 are involve, and 2 wont really care.
say to frens, not all uds wats going on..
so, it's best to express here. ((:bye